Tuesday, April 04, 2006


sobs..had last dinner with dear today before dear goes into army at fish&co. watched last movie with dear too..alamak..last everything this is so upsetting..blows nose..

met dear after his dental appt today for lunch at jp foodcourt..frutti sundae thingy from the dessert store after main course and it ws really just ice cream with jelly, some whipped creama dn a cherry for $3.50..haha brilliant! bought tics for movie then walked arnd the mall and dear bought a light blue shirt which i personally felt was a rip off lehz but dear likes so yea..haha..went to arcade to kill time..played drum mania, daytona where i actually could have beaten dear if he didnt use underhand means by making me crash each time he changed my car view..haha. i think he's jealous how i can pperpatually drive at fourth gear and not slow down even when negotiating turns..wahaha.,and that i can drive with one hand on the wheel only..how cool la except no window for me to rest like in initial D..hee. oh yea played time crisis 3 too which dear obviously trashed me..i kept dying and had to keep putting in money to continue playing..dear used to be in air rifle tts why so zai i think..but guys ought to be better at such games anw..dear looks so serious when he plays time crisis..charming! haha. blushes.

caught the hills have eyes after that which i think is pretty good..basically abt this family who gets tricked into driving by the hills where cannibalistic mutants who survived a US nuclear bomb live and feed on humans and all..tho the casts are ppl ive nv seen i think plot and everything rather unpredictable at times and damn shocking..i screamed out loud in the cinema twice..yea embarrassing..its really gory too..and yea i think its a good show..i love thrillers so naturally i loved this one although i was highly shocked la but i mean that's the whole point right? heh. yea and i think the ending's rather cool too.. so go catch it everyone! well whoever reads my blog..

walked arnd summore after the show and we figured the entire mall recognised us and must have thot we're insane to be walking arnd even after so long..haha. bought 100grams of famous amos cookies to munch on..went back to arcade to play time crisis where dear and i both played till our wrists were aching..haha. then finally proceeded to fish&co for our scrumptuous dinner! licks lips.. i had the swordfish collar and dear the seafood platter for one..swordfish collar's dear's recommendation and i think its delicious! its like kfc fried chicken escept that its fish not chicken..haha. huge portion but really yummy.. pats dear on the shoulder..after dinner we had ice cream bomber for dessert which is somewhat like nydc mudpie except its from ben&jerry's..yupp..so yea both of us actually ate a hell lot we realised..haha. oh yes phototaking session while waiting for our food too.. haha a series of pictures where we were both supposed to look sad that dear's gg army soon but i somehow just cldnt look sad and there's like a progresssion in the series of pics..really embarrassing my failed attempts at trying to pose sad for the cam..too embarrassing to show but i suspect dear will show it to the whole world on his blog..bleah. grabs face in horror.. anyhow, it was a splendid day spent with dear once again! lovely company makes doing the commonest things extremely enjoyable..beams(:

talking abt army during dinner made me think abt how hard it really is for the guys actually..its like everytime i think abt how our r/s may change when dear enlists into the army.. i think abt how i will hafta get used to not being able to hear from him much less sms him often anymore, how i will hafta try to occupy myself so as not to miss him so much..i used to think it's harder for the girlfriend out here who has nothing to do and can only think of the boyfriend..but then i dunno how it suddenly dawned on me a few days ago that its really much harder for the guys cos one, they have to get used to their new life: not being close to civilization and somewhat losing contact with outside world and their loved ones, their fears and anxieties in camp; two, having to miss their loved ones. its like they hafta cope with two changing aspects of their lives while the girls only hafta deal with one. it suddenly seems awfully dumb of me to not realise such a simple logic any sooner..hmm. ponders.

have yu ever thought of running away from home? not that im thinking of but i have thought of? recently read in papers abt how teens nowadays choose to runaway for various reasons..i rmb in sec sch and maybe j1 i often thot of running away from home..i pictured the scenario in my mind and even thot of wad i'd bring along and who's house i'd run to..haha now that i think abt it all its really silly..but i must admit sometimes the frustration builds up once in awhile and the urge arises but nope..no running away for me..haha.

ok so some pics to end this entry!

at coffeebean..

at fish&co..



i think the last pic is hilarious! haha looks as if the entire world is spinning except dear and his cup of ice lemon tea..haha! alrighty bye bye!



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