im starting work at
ben&jerry's cathay tmr..its suppose to be with exclamation marks but im not in the mood now im afraid..sucks to know that i may be gg to work with such an effed up mood tmr when we're suppose to be bringing all the joy in the world to work with us and to the customers so that they'll have a happy experience at b&j's..im still excited abt starting work but not feeling it now..n dear's just booked in so im in dear's words feeling
two times horrible..hope i'll get adrenaline rush tmr..bleah.
past week was spent having trng at b&j's with six other wonderful happy ppl..it was fun and im sure it'll be even more fun when work starts tho it does seem a little daunting for now..afraid i'll bungle up and all during my first week at work..the few days of trng was rather inspiring seeing how the ppl are so driven by their passion to make others happy and to see that they truly love what they do..sadly i realise i havent actually pursued sth with full passion until now..not sure if ive even exactly found sth im passionate abt..dance is the closest i guess..im glad i had sth to occupy myself with the week dear was away at field camp..
my jungle man came back and just left again..sigh..but its just 3more weeks and bmt will be over!3more bookouts which im sure will pass superbly fast..i cant wait..this weekend was spent mostly with dear..stayed over at dear's house fri-sat..missed him so much..had light lunch with dear after tuition then watched hitch which he dl and then after that had good dinner which dear's parents cooked..rather paiseh past few weeks have been eating at dear's house more often..feel abit like im imposing on them..anw after that went holland v at night..walked arnd a bit..dear bought stuff for his mom for mothers' day, had a drink at some bar then ice cream at haagen dazs before heading back to dear's house..next day woke up had macs breakfast tog before i left for dance in school..time well spent with dear seems to be the only thing i can smile abt now..and my new job..
zhiwen came to polish our dance on sat and it was the only prac that felt like a real prac so far..we were damn slack before that la..had lunch with zhiwen maria jialing after dance then went home..after that had dinner at jumbo seafood at indoor stadium with parents..mothers' day cum dad's bday dinner..the food's realy good but also abit ex..we ate by the waterfront so it was rather cooling and ambience not bad..felt very relaxing..
today met dear to watch mi3 which was good but i was expecting maggie q to have more screen time..yupp..watlked abt a little then went to dear's house..dear packed and we left for dinner at white sands before bidding goodbye to my darling again..
funny how i cld still describe my entire week when i started off typing this entry with a mighty foul mood..typing theraphy?i shall type next time i feel upset and have noone to talk to..i think it helps me calm my nerves just rambling on and on and not talking to anyone..
today's mothers' day and i gave my mom a hug this morning and a selfmade card last night..tho im not too happy now but still
happy mothers' day to mummy..thanks for everything..
sometimes i wish i was a bad girl..i wish i can bring myself to be a bad girl..
ok have a good week ahead everyone!
-i'm at the end of the rainbow
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