hello to ppl who still read this! mia-ded for one entire month! haha. time to clear out the cobwebs!(:
getting used to the uni routine and all but not really managing it well i guess..struggling abit already..not good at all..basically my mon-wed super heavy after thta no more tut only one lect on thurs so yea..weekends and mon tues night always v stressed..heh. but i'll get by..my dear has been very understanding too..meeting so much less often nowadays but he nv complain much..thanks berty!(: oh and berty says my vdc is back to haunt me so im trying to not snack now and just eat my three meals..and not too much too..haha. and find time to exercise tho i havent been successful regarding the 2nd part yet..heh. i really dun understand y ppl living in hall like to run at night tho?more cooling izzit?can see where yu're running mehz?shrugs.
missing dear alot since he's outfield but will be back tmr..i want him to come back fast! now!he'll be so pleased to know i updated our blog(: nice surprise for him when he gets back!
its funny how i always run outta things to say on my blog when i actually get down to doing so..oh yes im craving for ben&jerry's! tt day yo called me cos her fren's working at b&j's batch 20..i was in batch14! feel so old and they trained so many batches in that short span of time! wonder if the scoopies i used to work with are still there..wanna go back for ice cream soon..hopefully this fri with kiet and alicia! wonder if the scoopies will recognise me or will i be treated as another customer..i think it'll feel abit like home when i enter the shop but the ppl wont know me so will feel abit foreign too..sadd..miss the ppl i used to work with..miss working there actually..smelly, dea, zhimei, huishan, lenise, pam..yea so far have only bumped into smelly and dea since i left..i thot singapore's not that big?why havent i bumped into the rest..hmmm..
somehow i cant seem to sort out my thots like wad ive been thinkin abt past few days..only dear appears..but i know i did have thots i wanted to put down as well..shucks.
was happy hours ago..that the nightmarish part of my week's almost over but feeling damn sian now..i think im missing berty..
oh yes there's lireal chalet this weekend and babes bday coming up! happy birthday CACH, YING, MARIA!!!
i realise i am quite a runner..keep running away from things i cant really solve..i'd rather leave it as that and not resist taking constructive steps to solve it..in a sense i cant be bothered but then again its not like i really dont bother..i'll keep thinkin abt it..sigh..and it felt horrible to find out that the thing yu've been relenting abt was really caused by yourself..myself in this case..cannot blame anyone but me..its like i try to not just heck everything but somehow i know its still there..someone just has to poke that sore point and it'll ache..sth liddat? but dear has been great..dunno wad i'd do without him..i think im more dependent than i would like to be and think i am..
anw i dun like having to think of wad to wear to school everyday..i wanna wear school uniform again..and yu konw nowadays when i write my name on my work..i always instinctiviely begin to write 04s63 after my name but then i stop in time and remind myself there's no class whatsoever now and i write the date..sad know..like just write name and date..no class..or register number..haha.
ok to end off..since i ran outta things to write..latest fav song is sexy love by ne-yo!(: since the day i watched nus dancebalst concert..i think that item was so sweet..the sweet love kind..so aww..and the girl in the item danced really well..
i shall be happy! germ is happy! (:
-i'm at the end of the rainbow
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