im rather tired..shall try to keep this not-so-long..
wish i didnt have lessons tmr..then i'll be enjoying a super long weekend..feling sian cos its back to school tmr again.first to bata, then to school..oh boy i dunno why tt suddenly came to mind..think its cos ive been thinking of buying those slipon bata canvas shoes and drawing on them myself instead of buyin from shops where they're overpriced..haha.
caught the departed with dear last week..the hollywood version of infernal affairs..but i dun find it good..can nv beat the hongkongers in their sehness and gangsta attitude..caught overdrive with r&b peeps too! nth beats dancing with them..really hope the impresario thingy coms thru..im so excited! oh we got to catch wade robson in action at overdrive! he's way cool! dance moves super slick..and utt was sitting just 2rows in front of us..haha. took pic with him during interval but i think i look ugly in the pic..he was rather friendly tho..
this week was a rather hectic week..had seemingly endless tutorials to complete and had to study for acct practice assignment after which i felt like fainting cos it wasnt easy at all tho the format is quite standard every yr..maybe cos someone almost knocked my right arm outta its joint as well..haha.
finally, the weekend came and now its gone..met up with some 63 ppl at marina..had pizza hut for dinner where we sat til they closed and talked cock..as usual shortie was the biggest joke of the night..yea he himself is the joke..haha. great laughs that night..oh and that night i ate a hell lot: 4 slices of regular pizza, 2drumlets, 1beefball, 1 bowl of soup..omg and my tum actually didnt explode..heh. today, just now..went out with dear..caught exiled with my dear..i would recommend that yu guys dun watch that show..v slow moving and there really isnt much of a plot..tho in dear's words..the cast is hei1 she4 hui4 yuan2 ban1 ren2 ma3..meaning the original cast from the show hei she hui..haha. but turned out much worse than hei she hui..its the plot, not the cast..a pity tho..he cast is good tho..so glad for this longer weekend dear has as well..gives me a chance to spend time with him before i really hit the books and mug till i drop..really enjoy my time with him so much(:
was reading jingmin's blog just now..she mentioned sth abt not just doing things in uni for the sake of our resume..i think my resume is sth that i keep in mind when i do stuff tho i think most still on the spur of the moment..then i start to think alot abt whether to really do that activity or take up that post orwhatever shit..she mentioned sth abt spreadin your wings and feel the wind run thru it cos yu'll nv know how far yu can spread your wings if yu dun try..i think im one timid girl who hasnt been able to spread my wings..i think i dont dare to take the step..in only capable of dreaming of what i wanna do and wish i can accomplish in uni..but when the time is finally here, i seem to have neverending considerations and wavering intentions..afriad if i take too many things up and i screw up my studies..so im forever unable to step out and attempt to juggle the many things i have on hand but constantly doubting my ability to plan and manage my time effectively cos my past 'records' have proven me to have bad time management..and then i start to blame my piano to make myself feel better..if my piano didnt exist..would i take those things up?would i still be afraid? piano is probably just naother excuse and consolation for myself..i think i know what i want..but im afraid to risk it, afraid to step out..and i think i wont even after the next 3 yrs..haha. which more or less renders the above paragraph useless crap..heh. im so hilarious! *laughs at myself..
alrighty..bed time..prob will be a long time till i update again..night!
-i'm at the end of the rainbow
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