alrighty so here's my first post of the year..which will sum up my past year and begin the new year(: this is gonna be a long one..
well the past year has been one of new experiences..first job, new friends, new school, and also dear and i went thru a whole new phase..yea the dreaded army days..im glad to say i rmb more of the good feelings generated thru these experiences rather than negative ones..and i somehow stopped writing in my pen-and-paper diary..lazy i guess..haha.
im happy my parents are now treating me more like an adult..i see the difference in the way they speak to me and try to explain things to me nowadays..esp after i entered uni..im so thankful for the extra freedom and trust they have given me and i hope our relationship will continue to improve..
im glad im still pretty much the same germ that everyone knows despite having gone thru my first sem in ntu..ppl usually say one changes during uni esp the beginning cos one is suddenly being treated like an adult in school..everything is so flexible and vastly different from jc..one meets many different kind of ppl and yea..ppl just change..im glad im still good ol' germ..ive learnt alot tho..its really up to ourselves to hold fast to our principles and make good of our time in uni..self discipline is of utmost important and i guess im still lacking in that..
im most glad that entering ntu and a whole new way of life has not changed much between dear and me accept that the absence is i guess making our hearts fonder..and i think also we have learnt to be less dependent on one another..or maybe that's just me cos i think im the more dependent one..haha. often i reminise abt schooldays where i saw dear almost everyday and we would go home tog..we seemed so young last time..now with army and uni..we seem older and mature..and the innocent days seem to be a thing of the past tho we arent actually that old ourselves..i think its the uniform that made us seem liddat..haha it must be..somehow those days were different..dont get me wrong..im still so ever in l0ve with berty now..and childish retarded and hilarious acts still persists..hehe. i think tts the key to us keepin it alive and strong(: dear's been really great to me the past year..really appreciate it darl!
it seems like awhile ago that i was still revelling in post-a level madness and wasting my time away cos another 6long months of break was awaiting me..but now school uniforms seem distant..i see ppl in sch uniforms and i feel old..half a year into uni and yea i guess im still wasting my time now since its the hols but the start of a new sem is beckoning and i hafta start feeling guilty for wasting my time away again..i always find that sch terms are an endless cycle of lessons, work, lack of sleep, commitments and more work..yu just cant seem to rest with a peace of mind tho yu've finished your day's work cos yu know it just doesnt stop there..oh wells the thought is depresssing..but i must say the past year was a very fruitful one and i hope the next will be too..ive learnt numerous things abt myself and ive learnt to cherish my loved ones even more and not take anyone for granted..so now onto my new year resolutions!(:
Resolutions for 2007- To be less rude to my parents and more understanding towards them. To communicate better with them so we can get mad at each other less. I wish for more love, peace and harmony at home.
- To be a more sensitive and independent girlfriend. I wish for berty to be truly happy.
- To keep in touch with friends.
- To achieve better grades. To be more diligent, disciplined and focused.
- To exercise more regularly than i am now and eat healthily.
- To be more independent, decisive, self-confident and less naive as a individual generally.
- To think before i speak.
- To have faith.
that's all my tired mind can think of now..2006 was an extraordinary year..hope 2007 will only get better!
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now let's review wad ive been up to recently..
xmas eve eve - had dinner with kh and his parents at siam kitchen. went jem's house for xmas party where there was fun and merlions..heh
xmas day - a day well-spent with dear..had lunch at the village..a really sumptous and filling one i must say..then watched death note 2 at ps..it's damn good! everyone must catch it! ate some toast at toast box after the movie. it was so much fun finally having a day out and shopping with dear after 5weeks! everything fell into place once again and our lives resumed to the norm..it just all felt right again..im so glad(:
lireal steamboat - shopped at bugis with ching in the afternoon before heading to yifeng's house for steamboat..and my first ride on the lrt! the door sure is scary..closes without warning and ching almost got cut into half..damn..haha kiddin!
new year's eve eve - went bugis with dear and shopped arnd..walking and talking cock acting silly..haha. found a shirt that has mickey doing one of dear's fav expressions which i can do soooo well(: and dear bot a superman tee for his daddy..after that met kh's parents at novena for jap food dinner..like each plate of sushi costs 99cents but they earn on the other alacarte stuff and drinks..they dont even provide complimentary green tea! not bad tho..but its the try once then will only come back after a long time kind..
new year's eve - was spent at home painting the ceiling with my parents..haha talk abt family time..heh. anw did sth interesting which was to catch a movie with my mom! haha. my mom cant even rmb the last time she watched a movie..i think it was with me in prisch..starwars episode 1 if i didnt rmb wrongly..was that released when we were in pri sch? i cant recall..miracle she didnt fall asleep as she thot she wld..it was great..i enjoyed the show and the experience..heh. yupps..hope i can spend the last few moments of 2007 with dear the next time round!
kks im tired from painting the ceiling and there's still summore to be painted tmr..haha. shall go sleep now..happy new year everyone! with a new year comes new hope..gear up to take on the new year peeps! (:
-pear loves yu(:
-i'm at the end of the rainbow
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