i dreamt of grandma two nights ago..we went on a holiday tog..and fact is, ive nv been on a holiday with her..no regrets or anything, just a pity..i dont think i ever regretted not spending more time with her..all along it was a sense of i wish she was still around..when she fell ill i hoped she would recover..just to see me graduate in a years' time..that was my grandpa's wish..then i hoped she cound get well so that she can see me turn 21 and in time to come see me marry..but i guess that's the way life is..no too bads, no such a pity, somethings just happen the way they do and somethings just dont happen..
of all times, im blogging now..and its kind of totally random..i think i get pretty random during exam prep period cos im just stuck at home all day, with books, coffee, lappie and me..and online shopping..haha. exams pls be over!
all the best for exams everyone!
-i'm at the end of the rainbow
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